We are standing on the edge..

That's what it feels like right now.
Standing on the edge. All the time.. Every day.
Walking..
Feeling..
Listening..
Talking..
A constant state of anticipation.
It's hard to explain.

I've lost 30 pounds officially. Everyone says I'm looking good, but I saw the pictures we took last week and yikes. I hate pictures. I don't feel that I look like that. That's good though.. Cuz however I feel will eventually be expressed in my physical being... And I've been feeling SO GOOD!

Not that I don't have issues, things that piss me off, things that make me sad, angry, you know all those things.. But they never stay for long and I'm happy again.
It's very liberating to realize that you don't have to suffer. Things may not always be rosy in your physical world.. but your attitude and attention can be on those things that make you feel good.

Everyone asks what I'm doing.. and its hard to explain.. cuz I'm not really doing anything. I walk every day that I can and do aerobics in between if it's raining or too cold. But it's been walking most of this week due to our little vacation and the weather here has been good.

Eating.. I've been eating pretty much what I want, but no wheat and no sugar. I also watch the carbs.. I'm not eating potatoes. Rice every now and again. I'm also not restricting olive oil, or olives, etc.

Tomorrow, I'm tightening the reigns a bit and going raw again for a few days. See if I can do a whole week -- jump start things again.
I'll keep ya posted!